i want everything to stay the same

2010-02-20T22:54:00.005+08:00

给外婆的信：

这一个月来，心情还是很难平复。一想到您，眼泪就不停的流下来。没有您的新年好不一样，尽力的保持平常心但还是觉得好辛苦。写了好几封信给您，但却不知如何才能让您收到。外婆，我好想知道您过得好不好？一定一定要好好的，要开开心心的。我们大家都过得很好，虽然很想念您，但都没忘了您的心愿~ 一家人和乐融融，开开心心。请您放心，我们铭记在心，也一定做得到。您是多么的无私，多么的包容我们，要像您这样，我们还得多番努力。不要担心我们，只要照顾好自己，好吗？

您那么突然的离去，让我领悟到人生真的很难捉摸，今天不懂明天事，要做的事就不要等。由其对家人的爱，的付出，更不能吝啬。要对所爱的人好，就要趁现在，时间不等人的。也终于领悟到只有家人会无条件的为我付出。我是不是领悟的太迟了？对不起外婆！我必须等到失去您后才真正了解。外婆，我学会了，我懂了。

我爱您外婆～
好想好想您外婆～

思菱上

2009-11-22T00:39:00.003+08:00

Who gossips so much around here?

YOU!

Why am i not surprise that YOU can't keep your mouth shut?

It's no wonder YOU TWO can click so much. As everyone knows, birds of a feather flock together.

谣言止于智者.. 散播谣言的是三八.. 散播不实谣言的就连白痴都不如啦.. :)

Do YOU even need me to spell your name out?

Hey Bitch/es! Game On Alright?

2009-11-05T15:54:00.001+08:00

Happy 5 months baby! :P

Congrats for your 5 years service award ya ~

2009-10-05T01:39:00.003+08:00

It's our 4th month!

Thanks for everything Baby..

Love you!

My new toy from Baby! iPod Touch with my favourite games all in!

Thanks for the effort. Appreciated. :)

2009-09-09T13:18:00.001+08:00

head hurts. but heart hurts even more.

2009-09-05T03:21:00.003+08:00

Happy 3 months anniversary!!!

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you theres no one else above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away all my sadness
Ease my troubles thats what you do

i dont want to disappoint myself again. it takes alot to love someone. i am prepared to work hard to maintain a happy relationship.

maybe i rather be, no, just let me be ignorant pls.

YES or NO?

2009-08-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

Everyone should know and understand - Dishonesty is not the right way to protect yourself.

2009-08-09T09:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

Calling all Singapore Citizens!! Let's say the pledge at 8.22pm tonight!

yes yes, we're planning a trip.. but year end gonna be busy for baby.. hopefully he'll be able to arrange some leave soon.. maybe we can celebrate pre-christmas / post-new year or our 6 months anniversary out of SG.. we'll see about it.. :D

oh btw, G.I. Joe is a GREAT show! Everyone should catch it.. It's like so cool! Awww.. Orphan tonight.. I think it's good too.. Lol.. Till then peeps! Ciaoz..

2009-08-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

i need a break!

and it's time to start my cam whoring again.. Baby.. we gotta start planning.. :D

2009-08-05T15:18:00.003+08:00

happy 2 months

big girls dont cry.

2009-07-07T10:34:00.000+08:00

i'm thinking hard..

but i'm lost for words..

my heart is hurting...

alot...

1st month :D

2009-07-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH BABY!!! :D

2009-06-18T12:24:00.003+08:00

happy with you by my side.

loves.

I boliao la.. so go search for this.. and i like whatever they say! Hehehe..

Taurus & Cancer Romantic Compatibility

When Taurus and Cancer come together in a love affair, it's usually a very good combination. They are two positions apart within the Zodiac, and such Signs tend to share karmic ties and a deep mutual understanding. These particular two Signs have much in common: Both prize security in a love relationship above almost all else; both tend to be nurturers (Cancer is emotionally nurturing while Taurus loves to spoil their lover with sensual delights, gifts and good, rich meals). They're both quite domestic and love a quiet night spent at home with their sweetie.

The Taurus-Cancer partnership tends to be a happy one due to this mutual enjoyment of the security and comfort of home. They love a solid home base, a strong relationship, nice possessions, good food: all the comforts of domestic life. Theirs is often the ideal family that people of other Signs strive for, with strong ties between them and a relationship that is family-oriented rather than toward the outside world. Their only major problems arise when Taurus insists on having its own way and Cancer responds by sulking. Taurus must understand Cancer's emotional sensitivity, and Cancer needs rely on open, honest communication than on emotional blackmail.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love) and Cancer is ruled by the Moon (Emotions). Both of these celestial bodies vibrate with feminine energy. Cancer often keeps emotions bottled up and simmering inside, which can lead to occasional boil-overs. Thus, Cancer is attracted to Taurus's open, honest, unafraid nature. As the Moon controls the tides of the Earth, quietly affecting all life, so does Cancer, manipulating behind the scenes. Cancer tends to be sentimental, and both partners prefer to enjoy each other rather than socializing with large groups.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Cancer is a Water Sign. Water and Earth are compatible as tangible, physical entities. As a Water Sign, Cancer is born to nurture an Earth Sign like Taurus the way rain nurtures Earth and helps crops grow. In turn, Taurus tends to have a more stable view of life than does Cancer and is less prone to emotional turmoil; therefore, Taurus can help Cancer stabilize their tumultuous feelings. Both Signs must be careful in this relationship, however: Taurus may tire of Cancer's mood swings, and Cancer may in turn feel that Taurus is insensitive to their needs.

Taurus is a Fixed Sign and Cancer is a Cardinal Sign. Taurus has Fixed habits; they won't change an opinion once it's formed. This can provide Cancer with an emotional rock, as Taurus is entirely dedicated to the relationship. In turn, Cancer can bring new inspiration to the relationship and start new projects that Taurus will enjoy taking over later.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Cancer relationships? The steady, reliable team they make. Both Signs are dependable and nurturing, strongly oriented toward domestic life together. A mutual love of home and security makes theirs an ideal long-term, family relationship.

Thanks For Everything!

2009-06-12T09:23:00.004+08:00

It has been so so so so so long since i last updated my blog... I'm plain lazy and tired at times though i really wanted to blog about my Japan trip. It was SO FUN! Nice to be walking around the Tokyo streets with Ting and Cloey! I'll find time to blog about it i promise because it is a memorable event in my life! But i gotta get my C drive fixed! It's driving me crazy ~ I hate uploading pics now.. ZzzZzzZzz..

Yeaaa... Just a short update...

Got a new job. I LOVE it! Nice colleagues, nice working hours and nice working location.. Lol.. OH!! and i love morning calls now!! Heez.. Blissful is the word to describe me.. I'm thankful for his appearance in my life.. ( PS: we've not been taking pics recently so makedo with this one taken a mth ago ya~ :D )

TGIF!!!

Have a great weekend!

OTT alil.. i'm in love with Heineken's new advert too! whoever thought of that, you're a genius!

2009-03-30T14:01:00.008+08:00

1 post before i leave for Japan soon ya.. (Not today though..) Haha..

Partying non stop!! Grrrr... Gonna stop for this 2 weeks.. Be an angel! LOL! Since it's like party and party and party alone.. I'll jus post the pics up..

Who have I been partying with?

My Beloved Ann! Love you girl!

Taken on a Wed night..

Fooling around happily with Clarence's hat and specs..

We hate shots lor! but we still drink! hahaha

On a Fri night.. Our WomenInBlack Night..

Lenon is a lousy photographer! haha..

Seriously sick of these..... yucks! But we still drink! hahaha..

Muackz!

Introducing..

Bryan aka Hotcakes and Simon aka Happy Bday

Happy Birthday Simon!

^-^

Me and Ann had been very mean.. Cos we made the birthday boy sing his own birthday song.. haha.. 3 times =x
"Happy Birthday To MeHappy Birthday To MeHappy Birthday To SimonHappy Birthday To Me"

Enjoy everybody!! I'll be back.. :p

Sweetheart, no matter what.. We're always there for you, standing by you. ALWAYS I PROMISE!

2009-03-27T23:38:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIDI !!

Camera Shy.. Haa..

Look at his happy face!!

Make a WISH!

I find him DAMN cute in this pic.. haha..

YAY!!

Remember we love you deep deep! :D

2009-03-06T01:02:00.003+08:00

TGIF!

Why is it no one believes me when i say i gonna stay home on Fri night? I wana watch "Shutter" on Ch U ma.. Cannot meh? Booooooooo.. I still duno if i should head out tml night. Still owe Love an ans.. Haissss.. See my mood how first lor..

Many things happened. I reckon there's nothing to do with me.. But somehow, i got involved. Always like this.. I really wonder what these ppl want.. Frankly speaking, i'm getting annoyed by all these.. It's YOUR problem. Why want me be a part of it? I hear stories from both sides. And i choose to be a listener. I won't comment. Cos i respect whatever your thoughts are. And i believe i deserve that little respect from you ppl too. Please ~ Thanks..

I SAID DON'T GET ME INVOLVED! I DON'T WANA HEAR ANYMORE STORIES FROM EITHER SIDE! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!

it's friday and i know i am hoping for something. how silly can i be.

2009-02-04T01:21:00.009+08:00

I thought 牛年 supposingly should be a better year for me? Why like still the same as 鼠年 ah? Read in the papers that after 初十 den consider 牛年.. Wahaha.. Now Wednesday le, 初十 le.. So Thurs onwards my luck will change for the better is it? Lol.. We shall see okiessss.. Hehe..

Ahhhh!!! I'm seriously running out of time! Yet to book the hotels for my japan trip in April! Ting told me it's the cherry blossom season so must faster book. I keep thinking i've alot of time left, now i panick already lor.. Haha.. Cloey and me like super relax sia.. Bought tix le simply bo chup accomodation. Maybe we'll end up sleeping on the streets.. Hahaha.. =( Why life so unfair one? I everything also need to DIY. Unlike that Emoki or should it be Uzawa, can lead a Prince-like-life now.. Booooooooo.. I better start looking for hotels and book them first.. Wahhhhh.. so broke lah!! =(

And i'm so sians, feel like taking a short break this month. Thought of BKK den that Ah Lian told me BKK gonna have another round of protest. WTH! So thought of HK. And den Jarrel come tell me dont go HK, very boring. Why? Cos he always go there and he just came back from HK! WTH also! Haha.. He always go i dont always go what. DEN! (always den den den.. haha..) Sharon say HK wait for summer sale den go. Agree la.. but i told her i need a break ma.. Den (again!) she say she planning a Batam trip!!! Sounds cool ~ Hehe.. I shall wait for her Batam trip to relax.. My SPA and MASSAGE ~ Hmmmm...

Grrrr.. Vday coming.. I hate Vday la.. Haha.. Think better stay home and not go out see all those lovey dovey couples.. Moreover no one will ask me out also.. I think my love also not free for me one lor.. =( I date myself.. Haha..

Thanks to Lai for this new blog song. Very nice and i love the lyrics ~ Dont know he send me this is to suan me or to share ah.. Haha..

K la.. talk so much nonsense.. Ciaoz ~

2009-02-02T13:27:00.003+08:00

No mood to work.. So? BLOG! ^^ Some updates on CNY.. Had lotsa lotsa FUN!! *As usual* Hee..

CNY Eve ~ 25.01.09

I've been eating non-stop.. Good food somemore.. Sure grow fat de la.. :( Don't even dare to weigh myself for the past week can.. Lol.. So Eve went to Granny's place at night.. Time past VERY fast.. No time for games and we don't gamble. So we chit chat all the way till we go home lor!

Playing with Renee's Hat.. A bday pressie from me to her.. Glad she loves it!

My unfriendly brother :( I like smiling alone like that..

CUZZIE LOVE!!
Carrie, Dave, Renee, Elycia

Renee is effectively 2 months older than Dave!!
They've been fighting for meat and biscuits since young!! lol

Day 1 ~ 26.01.09

Went all over SG to bai nian lor.. Hee.. So tiring.. Cos i slept at 5+am and woke up at 9+am. Boooooo.. Almost half dead but when i see FOOD! I'm awake again! Haha.. I'm really lazy to go into details.. ^^

Post pics lah.. :)

Our Yearly Affair of the Popiah Making session!

Renee's!!

Elycia's!!

And the tastiest of ALL! MINE! Lol..

EVERY YEAR! Joey will be forced to take silly photos of us.. haha..

Meet Joey and Chai Fong (Joey's GF)

Babes ~ Chai Fong, Elycia, Carrie, Meiling
Renee is missing cos she's not a babe.. She's siao char boh! =x Haha..

Fabian and Jamie!!!

How come my cousin so cute neh? Haha..

LOL!!! 30+ le still act cute -.- Wahaha..

Si Yi and Chloe

Eeeeeeee.. Why i don't get to play? =(

My Fav Vincent JiuJiu aka "Liu Yi" ~ haha..

Our new game ~ Shooters and Ladders !!

Teaching them how to play

HUAT AH !!!

TAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!

Our best dare of the year ~

Look at these 2 lobsters.. Haha..

Make it 3 ! =x

GONG XI GONG XI !!

At my uncle's house.. In red and black, Dawn ~ Cousin
The one in grey is Wawa.. MY NIECE! Dawn's daughter!!
I feel old =( Meet TongTong and Lee Jun too =)

In the center is my beloved Mummy and Daddy

About 1/3 of my paternal family =)

Day 2 ~ 27.01.09

Renee's birthday!!! HAPPY 22nd birthday wor ~ Hehe..

Everyone came to my house on this day.. We played host..

Day 6 ~ 31.01.09

Went over to Renee's house for lunch ~ Sang KTV till our lungs almost burst!~ Lol..

Day 7 ~ 01.02.09 - Ren Ri

Went KTV (again!!) with Ling Jie, Steven and Alvin. It's always fun with them around.. Hehe.. And Ling Jie says she loves my family.. Cos we are fun.. I welcome her to join us!! Keke.. WTD ~ We are the Lingsssssss...

Yesterday was everyone's bday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALL!! But so sad.. i no "lou hei" eh.. Boooo..

Ooo... I bought my Pixon on Sat!!!! Soooooo happy!! Mummy paid FIRST! I will return her the money one okiesss.. Lalala.. Btw, Ling Jie and I using the same Samsung Pixon with the same Agnes B HP strap.. really WTD lor ~ Haha..

Back to work first.. update again.. :P

2009-01-26T16:58:00.002+08:00

Happy 牛 Year Everybody!

FUN FUN FUN!!!

at granny's place now.. :D

so... to be continued..

love..

xoxo

2009-01-23T02:17:00.004+08:00

No CNY mood this year eh. Don't know why.. Sianzzzz.. Busy whole day doing this and that, packing lah, clearing and throwing of things lah, shift things here and there lah.. So tired.. And now my head hurts ALOT! Stupid.. Don't know what's wrong also.. :(

M'sia trip was cancelled. Due to some reasons lah.. Unhappy ones.. :( So went for a haircut today lor.. My bro say "No difference!" ZzzZzzZzz.. He don't know how to appreciate lah!! Haha.. Mani + pedi tmr.. Haisss.. And know what? My nail chipped!!! So sad can.. And till now, I still don't know what designs and colours i want leh.. Headache..

Hmmm.. went shopping at Vivo alone yesterday.. Lucky got Emoki, Lai and Nicholas to sms with me sia.. Else i'll be so bored.. ^^ Wanted to buy the dress i fancy.. But it's WAY OUT of my budget.. 2 times of what i'm willing to pay for can! Don't know why so ex.. See the price also sianzzz.. But not enough clothes for CNY, so bopian, continue to walk around Vivo! Luckily found some dresses and shoes again.. Hahaha.. Happy!

Today after haircut. went shopping (again)! Hehe.. Cause i still need a bag and belt ma.. But couldn't find my own stuff, ended up bought things for my bros and dad.. Lol.. My bro tried the shirt on.. SO HANDSOME LAH! Haha.. That's my bro.. WTD ~

I wana post some pics.. But i'm so lazy.. Plain lazy.. Someone told me he's ALWAYS lazy too.. Den still wana pretend to be so nice say bring me supper. Now what time le lor! 230am.. Wah piangsss.. Don't know watch what anime lor! I'm sooooooooo hungry can!! Booooooo.. Don't want eat le lah! LOL.. (I know someone gonna complain.. but who cares.. to someone: you owe me one hor! :p)

Kk.. GOSSIP GIRL timey !! I LOVE Season 2 Ep 16 !! AGAIN AGAIN NOT ENOUGH!! :D

2009-01-12T00:31:00.004+08:00

石欣卉
你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~

2009-01-01T17:16:00.007+08:00

Someone wished me a "Happy, Happier, Happiest New Year!!" I think it's cute.. so i gonna wish everyone a HAPPY HAPPIER AND HAPPIEST NEW YEAR too!! Haha.. So everyone had fun last night? I guess so ya..

A very normal but enjoyable NYE for me. Dinner, movie, ktv and supper with my love and friends. For the first time, I did my own countdown!! In the ktv room.. Lol.. Gave Siloso, St James, Vivo, MS, Dbl O a missed this time round cos it's gonna be so crowded. I almost died on Xmas Eve last week, with all the hyper active "dancers" there. Haa.. Sorry friends!!!

I know i'm WOLS lah.. But i just watched Twilight yesterday. OMG!! I also want a "vegeterian" vampire boyfriend!! LOL.. How nice to have someone so protective over you, bringing you to the tree top, letting you step on his feet for a dance.. I'm soooo in love with Twilight. Who has the books? Can lend me? I wana read!! Awwwwww....

So.. i went YouTube to search for some clips and found this one. So illegal but don't care lah. Haha..

And i did the quiz!! I'm..................

See.. I told u i want a vampire boyfriend.. Lol..

Town was kinda empty before i went for my k at 11pm. Saw lotsa pple sitting by the side waiting for dont know what. So i wonder if there's really a countdown there and what are those pple waiting for? :P And so qiao, SSDAJ was at the same ktv also ehhh.. Ask him where don't want say.. -.-" So, still didnt get to see him cos he "suddenly" never reply me lor. Say never receive somemore.. As if.. Lol..

Hmmmm, I don't have new year resolutions anymore. Cos say no use, Action Speaks Louder Than Words. But still, i hope it'll be a better year for me. Gone through many changes in 2008. Everything is gonna be just fine. I still believe. :D

HAPPY 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-31T00:48:00.005+08:00

IT'S THE LAST DAY OF 2008!!!

Hip hip hurray ~

I went out for so long lor. From 30th Dec to the last day of 08 den i reach home. Haha. Meetup with Ting and Kat! As usual, shop abit, eat non stop and neverending topics!!! Kat is Mrs Ng now. Ting is like happily with her Louis. Can't imagine, we used to be pri sch friends ehhh, now we're all adults le.. Still got 1 MRS already.. Haha..

We took a few pics.. but I NOT NICE LAH! lol.. But no choice, i'll still post it up soon cos it's the 3 of us eh. My 2 BFF!! Meeting again on Sunday for movie + dinner and Kat gonna bring her wedding pics!!!! Mainly is to show Ting cos she can't make it back in SG for Kat's wedding dinner.. :(

Can't wait for Sunday!!!

Hmmm.. today is the last day of 2008.. I hope 2009 will be a better year for me. Still don't know where i'll be heading to tmr. Prob rot at home? Haha.. Yeaaa.. High possibility!!! See last min got pple call me ornot lor.. *hint hint* Boooooo..

HUH? Beach Party? Ehhhhhh...

opps Ting msn me wor.. Hehe.. go chat chat with her..

See you peeps in 09!!! :D

2008-12-27T02:00:00.002+08:00

Xmas was 2 days ago.. But still wanna wish everyone a Merry Xmas here! Hope you peeps had fun! I enjoyed the company i'm with, but there's not much of a Xmas mood this year. Actually, every year SG has no Xmas mood~ lol..

I don't know what to blog now eh. Recently my posts are like so emotional. Haha.. How how how? Ehhhhhhh.......

Alrights! No work on Boxing Day! Soooooo nice. I keep thinking it's Saturday. Lol.. Wanted to K with my love BUT HOR as usual lah, say meet 230pm in the end BOTH OF US reach town at 345pm. Wahahaha.. ALWAYS the case. And the best part is, we don't even need to inform each other that we gonna be late. We'll still arrive at the same time!! -.-" That's bad. Wahahaha.. But WTD lor.. Hers special case.. She meet others she not late wor. I meet others also quite on time leh. WHY HUH? Hmmmmm...

So ended up, we went shopping. Cause i need a new pair of heels and need to throw the pair i wore away. So we started at Shaw -> Far East -> Wisma -> Paragon -> Heeren -> Taka -> Wisma. Hahaha.. Super tiring lah my legs but i'm soooooooooooo happy with my loots today. And i can kindof hear my mum nagging at me when she sees the shoes i bought. 9 pairs in a mth. I sot jor lah! (Sounds familiar ah.. haha..) Broke broke broke! Yet to buy CNY clothings. Grrrr... Any kind soul wanna donate some money to the poor me ?

So, the uber exhausted me decided to be a good girl and go home early. Got home abt 1130pm, shower then online. Wahhhhh.. so lucky that HANDSOME LAI online to talk to me lor! Lol.. But then watch what Hero now i so bored. And he say this song more meaningful so i change my blog song le. Super sad lah.. He always send me sad songs.. :(

Shld i post peektures? A few lah.. Since i'm bored.. Randomly!

Dbl O with Renee

With the rest..

Then to boiler..

Lemon! (She's a special school teacher okiess.. Don't pray pray)

Met Gallen there.. (He always like to call me "Neighbour" -.-" )

Xmas Eve 08 ~ Boiler

Pam Pam and Lemon..

Why was everyone so happy? Lol..

With My Sonia...................

3 of us!! Long time no see Mun le...

That's about all.. Gonna repeat my Gossip Girl Season 1 ~ LOL! Slp early ah everyone.. Nite!

2008-12-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

TING IS BACK!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! SHE'S BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! LALALALA...
but i'll only get to see her next tues.. cos cos cos.. *secret*
dont mind laaaa! so long SHE'S BACK! hehehe..

Been wanting to post this for so long.. Hehehe.. Don't get a shock of your life ah.. Bleahz.. :p

Wahaha.. antique photossssss

Primary 1.. hohoho..

Primary 4.. Note Sonia..

Primary 5.. Ting is in the same class as me!!

I dont rem which year.. P5 or P6 ba.. since im so dark!! Must be when im still deeply in love with swimming.. Lol.. And seriously, i rem it's my uncle who took this pic.. but i couldnt rem what were we trying to do. The one in green is my bro and the one in red is Renee's bro (i mean.. all cousins lah.. haha) Look at that siao char bo!! LOL!
Renee says:
li si siao ah!
(she just msn me this for nothing.. indeed a siao char bo!)

The creation of S4 !!!

The first time i went back to PL after we grad..

Those were the days ah.. after sooooo many years.. we're still together!! Let's see how they look now..

First up! My Ting and Kat.. i love them..

Bestie TING

Forever understanding KAT

And here comes my the other S3.. i heart them..

Sweetheart NANA

Our "Da Jie" SONIA

The Hao Sheng Shou JAC

That Mambo Queen Siao Char Bo Cousin RENEE

and the rest of the important close close in my life.. (WTH is close close!! haha.. my lingo!)

My Super Zi Lian Love LYNNIE

My Co-Founder of WTD Club and my clubbing khaki and my listening ear LING JIE

Super supportive sis YINI BABE

and this is me ~ hehehe.. i need to upload recent pic also ma..

How how how? i just love them lah.. like my family.. muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
and ya.. go ahead and laugh at my ugly pri sch photos.. :(
BYEBYE!

2008-12-21T16:30:00.004+08:00

Someone dont wana remove the "wt" thingy lor.. So as a deal, post his pics here!!!! =D He's soooo funny lah, i ask why his pics all so small he still can tell me "click on it jiu big le lor". Thanks Emoki!!! He claims to be fugly.. I don't think so leh..

Wahhh.. soooo niceeeee lor!!

Post 1 jiu hao.. Cos TOO HANDSOME ah.. Eh.. but how come this vampire drinks milk with blood still look so pale? Must be never drink enough..

I can see his face (-.-") when he sees this.. WTD ~ It was our deal :D

2008-12-08T14:44:00.004+08:00

Gong Gong's bday dinner at Long Beach Seafood Restaurant - East Coast

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GONG GONG!

Sooooooo sweet rit... but sorry for my shaky hands..

Meiling and Bro..

what to do.. my whole family loves cam whoring.. lol..

Take 1 nice nice one ar..

Den act cute.. hee..

My handsome boy..

I tricked him into taking this with me.. wahahaha.. with tic tac ~

Can you see how much we love taking pics.. lol..

Ok.. signing off ~ =P

2008-12-08T14:07:00.002+08:00

丁噹猜不透

猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沈默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心上了鎖

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸是真的是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸是真的是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

2008-12-05T01:26:00.001+08:00

DeerHeart - Breakdown

I saw you
You saw me
Thats when I needed you
You needed me
I kissed you
You kissed me
And thought forever yeah
We'd always be
Well I like you
You like me
Seems that we fit so perfectly
You make me feel worthy
And Ive let you take care of me

(Chorus)
Ohhh
Were alright now,
Gonna break down the breakdown
Move from where we stand
See what we dont want to see

I love you
You love me
Oh but lately
Somethings wearing on me
Ive been growing
Ive been changing
And seems like youre barely moving

(Chorus)

There is nothing we can do to get past this
Nothing you could say
Baby please dont fret
Our time has moved passed us
I love you
You love me
Is it possible we love differently
You need me but I need to
Feel strong baby without you

(Chorus)

2008-11-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

HI EVERYBODY!!!

I know it's time i write something here. Been neglecting my dear diary for weeks. Alright, i seriously dont know where to start.

These few weeks has been a routine for me. LOL. Work, meet up with friends, club, movie. It's like a cycle. Goes on and on. Been out continously for 14days. It's tiring i swear! But i enjoy every moment i spent with the people i love. :)

Gonna tone down alot this week. Out on weekends only. (Except tmr! And for certain people.. Lol..) My body is giving out signal. Not enough rest!! Boooo ~ Though i club alot i know, i still dont like my friends asking me "Eh, St James again ar?" I feel so arghh ~ ~ ~ Hahaha..

I wana watch Madagascar 2, Beverly Hills Chihuahua and and and!!
I wana read those books i bought and the one i yet to buy!!
I wana wear all the new clothes i bought!!
I wana use the new bag i bought!!
I wana buy some more shoes!!
I want so many many things..

I also want to know what to do, how to do.
AHHHHHHHHH................

2008-10-22T10:25:00.000+08:00

Is it really nice reading blogs from iPhone?

Maybe i should try it too..

xoxo

2008-10-15T17:34:00.002+08:00

I've been having this bad headache for daysssss. Brrrrrr... I hate it!

Last Fri! 10.10.08!
Finally met Mr Brown Cow. Haha.. After yearssssssssss... Really been so long. He is scary! Cos he has a superb memory! He can actually remember alot of things i told him like 5 - 6 years ago? Haha.. Some even i dont remember!

Had dinner. Long walk. And last activity was to party @ Boiler. (Yeaaa.. i hear u pple say AGAIN?) Lol. Met up with Mel again and it's DFly with her. (Yeaaaa.. AGAIN!) Haa.. It was a fun x 100 night! I dont know why but all of us were damn high and happy that night!!! Haa..

Ok laaa.. some pics again..

We are super vain laaaa..

Happy friends!

Sweet couple..

Me and JunJie

Hahaha.. He wasnt ready for the camera..

I likeeeeeee....

Happy bday brown cow!! (12.10.08 was his bday!)

Hei Zhi Ma, Bai Zhi Ma game..

Yay!! I'm going to a Gala Movie Premier later.. Lalalala..

Butterfly Lovers... Hmmmm...

Sushi with My Love.. How wonderful life could be! =p

2008-10-05T19:21:00.004+08:00

Happy Advance Birthday to Nana and Jac!
Had a celebration on Fri for the bday girls @ Helipad..
So glad they enjoyed it.. :)

The stupid "214" "107" joke..
It's really lame la Nana..
And we had a mini "PL girls" gathering at Waraku.. Lol..

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU GIRLS THE MOST!

Pics..............................

"My boy" took this pic for us okiesssss... Hahaha..

Front - Sonia Tracy
Back - Ling Jac Nana

All the cute cute cupcakesssssss...

Our beloved bday girls!!

Nana and Tracy

I am such a GENIUS!!! Nice righttttttt..

Was i irritating her? I don't think so.. Hahahaha..

We were crazy.. and that explains all the pics below.. :p

Act seh..

The ugly us..

Act cute.. (But they say i wont acting.. -.-")

So.. we act cute again!!! Haa..

Then!! Sonia and I were so vain.. we tried acting sexy.. hahaha..

Obviously.. our mission failed.. LOL!

Last pic of the night..

I enjoyed my night..

Hee..

Saturday ~

Met Cloey and Meilin for dinner. And we practically eat non stop. Straight after dinner, we went for desserts. Our favourite cakesss.. Wooooooo.. Super full and i felt like vomitting!!!! I've been eating alot alot alot of cakes recently.. Even My Love was shocked.. Haha..

My Love came to join us and Meilin left early to meet her Mr BF. So the 3 of us went KBox for some singing. The room was sooooo big and it was soooooo cold... 3 of us occupied a room for 8! And we can actually sing for free cos no one came to give us the bill. We should just walk out of KBox without paying! LOL..

We left at 2am.

Anyway L, thanks for sending me home.. :)

Cloey and Lynn

Ling and Cloey

It's us again..

HEY! I look so fair beside her.. LOL..

Aiyo.. She drink so many cups lo... Haiz..

Not very nice.. Again.. again..

This is a nicer one.. =)

Sunday..

and it's so boring..

2008-09-22T00:28:00.003+08:00

FYI, i am very happy with my life now and definately have no intention of looking back at the past or trying to turn back time. Please carry on with your life. Cause i guess by visiting my blog every day serves no purpose for both of you.

Please remember, I have the least interest to know what's going on between the 2 of you. And no worries, i don't even wana be enemies with you. :)

Still, i wana wish you all the best too!

2008-09-14T03:40:00.003+08:00

I couldn't get to sleep! I receive another offline msg from Ting. Hahs.. She's just so adorable. I think she's really pissed this time round. Her msg goes like this.....

"I'm sooo sooo angry with *****...I was *** and went to **** ****'* **** and *** said they made a ******* to *** **** in **/**/**?!?!?!?....I think ***** is out to ***** *****!!???!! ***'* *** ** **** **** ****!!!.....*fuming*....you really don't deserve him at all....bad bad guy!!!....sorry i dunno why but i'm just so angry for you....ocdaxia"

Haha.. I know i censored 75% of her msg but some pple out there don't have to know what exactly she wrote. I love you my dear Ting! I can feel your care even though we are so far apart. Hee. Don't waste your time getting angry over this anymore kaes?

***i don't know what you wanna know. i think you should be more concern about other people's life right now right? correct me if i'm wrong. :)***

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

It's a tiring week for me. I've not been coming home for dinner for the whole week. Take a quick look at my activities for the week -

Monday - Shopping spree with My Love
Tuesday - KTV with Yin Yin, Cheng Cheng and all.
Wednesday - OT OT OT!
Thursday - Dinner and chilling session with Sweetheart and Sonia
Friday - Bday celebration for Mr Leow with My Love and Peifang
Saturday - Pam's bday celebration at her house + supper @ Upper Thomson
Sunday - Family day!

Booooo.. I won't deny i am dead tired this whole week! Next week will be a better week for me! :) Wish me luck for coming Monday! Thanks! Hahahaha...

Note: Full of pictures!!!

PAM'S BDAY!

I like this cause it's funny! Haha..

Nana, Ling, Sonia, Pam, Jolene

Group pic 2

Nana and Me

Nana and Jolene

Sonia and Pam

LEOW'S BDAY

Dinner @ Mushroom Pot (Serangoon Gardens)

Peifang loves the Ba Bao Cha

Yummy Strawberry Shortcake

Below 3 pics show how greedy i am.. Hahs..

1

2

3
I know it's ugly. But the cake is really too yummy!

@ New Asia Bar with Nana and Sonia

Nice view right...

KTV @ AMK

Last Fri was Phuture night...

2008-09-12T18:15:00.002+08:00

梁靜茹 - 如果能在一起

夕陽快消失了像一顆心沈入海底投入灼熱的光影
對話都結束了胸口的悸動還沒停今天我更喜歡你
好想獨佔這距離你的小心我的呼吸誰會先鼓起勇氣

如果我們能在一起我只想此刻的你的孩子氣
和笑瞇瞇陪我未來的風雨
如果我們能在一起我只想此刻的我的好心情
心電感應讓所有的心願不怕來不及

人群都散去了你鼻尖微濕的汗滴蒸發在我的體溫
好想獨佔這距離你的小心我的呼吸誰會先鼓起勇氣

如果我們能在一起你的天使會比以前愛美麗
會更美麗就像函館的夜景
如果我們能在一起唱一首歌會比以前有感情
心有靈犀就連太平洋也靜靜在聆聽

如果我們能在一起我只想此刻的你的孩子氣
和笑瞇瞇陪我未來的風雨
如果我們能在一起我只想此刻的我的好心情
心電感應讓所有的心願不怕來不及

如果我們能在一起你的天使會比以前愛美麗
會更美麗就像函館的夜景
如果我們能在一起唱一首歌會比以前有感情
心有靈犀就連太平洋也靜靜在聆聽

2008-09-08T02:39:00.002+08:00

Thanks Sweetheart!!!!!

You're the sweetest..

I know i have your support in almost everything..

Thanks for your listening ear always..

*hugssss

On another note, i am soooooo PISS with someone!

I'm really angry this time round. Really!!!

2008-09-07T13:35:00.005+08:00

Argh ~ I'm still feeling the pain..
It just keep coming as and when it feels like it..
What should i do?
*sobz

Watching Finding Nemo on Disney Channel now. Hahs.. I love this cartoon!
Dory is cute! My office's fish tank has got Marlin, Nemo and Dory! Lol..
Okies, i know i'm lame.

I'm still thinking if i should head down town to get what i want.
But i'm lazy. How?

I should just go back to my cartoon and plan later...

♥♥♥ 8 hours ♥♥♥

Marie Digby - Say It Again

The thing about love

Is i never saw it coming

It kinda crept up and took me by surprise

And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering

Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer

Take it to a whisper

Just a little louder

Say it again for me

Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m

The only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me

It’s like the whole world stops to listen

When you tell me you’re in love

Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me

You talk about us like there’s no end in sight

The thing about me is that i really want to let you

Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer

Take it to a whisper

Just a little louder

Say it again for me

Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m

The only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me

It’s like the whole world stops to listen

When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time

That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain

And never in my whole life

Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me

Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m

The only one who blows your mind

Say it again for me

It’s like the whole world stops to listen

When you tell me you’re in love

Say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…

Say it again

2008-09-05T18:52:00.003+08:00

Leaving my house soon. Meeting Vivian darl and my dearest sis ~ Yini!! Miss her so so much.. 2 mths since i met her.. Hee..

Some random updates -

1) Been contemplating between a iPhone and Omnia. Guess my vote will go to Omnia since my cousins and aunts wana get it too! And i'm childish lah, i dont wana use the same phone..........

2) Next week is a crucial week for me. Hope everything goes well! *pray hard*

3) Am i gonna see brown cow tmr? Lol.. Hope that cowie is feeling much better now!

4) I know it's you. You left that tag. You would have called if you really care. What you wanna know now?

5) I'm LATE!!! Going out now.. bye peeps!

ENJOY YOUR WEEKENDS!!!

2008-09-01T23:55:00.005+08:00

Wahahahaha.. Last night Renee and Elycia called me "copycat". Boooooooooooooooooooo...
I admit i am!! Lalalala...
Now, it'll be nicer when we take pictures together.

People use to say me and Renee look alike when we were much younger.
Will they say the same thing now? Doubt so.
Cause i'm cuter! Hahaha.. Kidding..

Although it's not the first time, i still feel alil not so use to it. Nevermind, i'll get use to it soon!

Met up with Jac earlier on. As usual, dinner, our nonsense and stoning power!!
Remember your 收获 okies? Hahaha..
And this message is to all S4 members - Dinner okie! All to fall in!

It's WORK again tomorrow. Uber sianzation ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Someone kill me plsssssss....

2008-08-28T02:42:00.002+08:00

continue to live in someone else's shadow. (=

what show to watch? hmmmmmmmmm........

2008-08-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

当你开始追寻你要的自由
放开我们紧握的手
带走我的爱和天空
我不知所措我以为我会懂
我们的爱我们的爱

当我独自走到时间的尽头
回忆和我擦身而过
带走你的爱和笑容
我无力承受最后的一点心痛
我们的爱我们的爱

把爱放开把手放开
如果你的心已不在
把爱放开不再等待
你的温柔是一片空白
把爱放开把心打开
这次我决定走出回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤
再彻底地醒过来
就让我彻底地伤
再彻底地醒过来啊......

这次我决定走出所有回忆重来
就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来
就让我彻底地伤再彻底地醒过来
终于明白爱已不再
从今以后再也没有什么能去依赖
我还有什么期待

2008-08-27T10:45:00.005+08:00

I'm having headache. So bad that i couldn't go to work in the morn. It might be due to my late night activities last night. Hahs. Just seen a doc. Got myself an MC. Contemplating if i should go to work later. I've unfinished stuffs but how am i to complete in sucha state. Let me blog alil and decide later. *winkz*

Dinner with Yin, Cheng and Yanling last night. Had a good talk but my dinner was bad. Went for some K session after and i was "forced" to sing too many songs. Lol. My throat is painful now as i have yet to recover from my cough. *sob* But it's still so fun and enjoyable.

I really appreciate the encouraging words and support from them. Everything seems so irony. After all that had happened, they are the ones standing beside me. Thanks girls! You're loved!

Well well, let's look at some overdue pics here..

Taken on Father's Day @ Park Royal Hotel - 15.06.08

Ling, Ting, Kat (When Ting's back in SG - 30.06.08)

21.08.08 (With Cloey)

22.08.08 (TOE Gathering @ Vivo)

23.08.08 (Fireworks @ Marina Sq)

oh-pleassse.. don't make me luff.

2008-08-27T03:15:00.004+08:00

I saw Yamapi's music video!!

He reminds me of Terence. Haha..

I know he has not been mentioned for a very long time...

But hmmm... Terence..

Just got home. Tiring day. Shall update abt it some other time.
Nite all!

2008-08-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

Sonia says "Remember is not because you're not good...."

Jac says "You deserve only the best, he proves only to be substandard...."

Nana says "You've always been so brave. You've done the right thing...."

Ting gave me a cyber hug... (When i was offline somemore, so sweet of her.....)

Cloey and Meilin says "You've always got us......"

Why do i need you?
If you want to go to that extend, be my guest.

Btw, 学妹恭喜你哦!

2008-08-24T12:00:00.005+08:00

What's not meant to be yours will not be ?

Let's see, he told you he loves you. He says you're the one for him. You 2 even talked about marriage. That happened just months ago. Months later (which is today or someday), he says you look stupid to him. Now he even says the 1 month wait was too long. What is 1 month compared to 3 years? Damn him!

You accept it. Tell yourself not to live on the past memories. You say it again - Damn him!

So, what's not meant to be yours will not be?

...
...
...

If a man can't be honest around someone. Will he ask himself, "Why are things turning out this way?" Or will he be contented with what he has now? Will he ever quit lying? Even to himself? I'm not stupid. He knows it cause he is the stupid one.

You know, I wish i could pretend i haven't known this person.

(Welcome to my blog. :) )

2008-08-24T03:57:00.003+08:00

IT'S ENOUGH ONLY WHEN I SAY IT IS!

2008-08-19T02:18:00.001+08:00

The end of something is the beginning of another.

Thanks for your best wishes.

But what i said will remain.

I love D!

2008-08-06T22:33:00.001+08:00

Actually.. who the hell is reading my blog? When i dont even update.. Haa.. Thanks for being so loyal.. I promise i'll try my best to update, like really update next week..

After im back.. :p

So stay tune peeps!!

It's a promise!

2008-07-21T11:34:00.001+08:00

you are not what i think you were.

2008-06-28T12:22:00.001+08:00

I know it's time to update..